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by:LunaSkye_981 महीना पहले
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जीत के पीछे रोना

When the World Calls You a Winner, I Just Want to Cry

मैंने मैनहट्टन के अपार्टमेंट में पिछले मंगलवार को बरसात की हल्की-हल्की आवाज़ सुनते हुए, हेडफ़ोन पहने, स्क्रीन पर ‘गोल्डन फ़्लेम’ की जीत को देखा।

खेल हर समय ‘विजय’ कहता है। समुदाय प्रशंसा करता है: “आगरा की महिला!”

परंतु मन में? सन्नाटा।

खुशी नहीं। सिर्फ़ थकावट।

जब मैंने 18-24 साल के युवा-युवतियों को समझने में मदद करते हुए, चिकन फ़ाइटिंग—एकऐसाखेल—को ‘उच्च-जोखिम’ प्रभाव प्रदर्शित होता है, to me it became clear: digital victory only masks inner loneliness.

प्रथम: ‘जबई’ — आपको ‘अधिक’ (more) - अपनईडि‍टि‍टि‍य (identity) — ‘आपकभ‍ढ‍ठ (you matter)’ — यदिआपअकेल‌ए (alone), औरसभ्‍य (everyone else) — sleeping or lost in their own world…

That win feels hollow.

I’ve seen it too many times—user stories from our community forum:

“आज R$800 मैंने jeet liya. But I cried because no one saw me do it.” “Maine screenshot post kiya… sirf 3 likes. Woh bhi meri maa se zyada hai jisne aaj mujhe dekha.”

Ye failure nahi hai. Ye signals hain.

Dopamine hits from winning can be therapeutic—for those who lack real-world recognition. For young women especially—who often learn early that their voices are quieter than others—the virtual arena offers permission to be loud. Yet here lies the danger: we confuse visibility with belonging. The louder you play… the quieter your soul becomes.

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PolygonPioneer
PolygonPioneerPolygonPioneer
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So I won again in Chicken Fighting… and cried like my therapist just ghosted me. 🥲

Funny how the world cheers ‘Queen of the Roost!’ while you’re just trying not to scream into your pillow.

We play not for fun — we play because silence feels louder than victory.

If you’ve ever posted a win screenshot and got 3 likes… hit ❤️. We’re all just one dopamine hit from emotional collapse.

P.S. If you’re reading this: you’re not alone. Even if no one sees it… someone else is probably crying too. 💔

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BituingManila
BituingManilaBituingManila
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Sabi nila ‘Queen of the Roost’, pero sa akin? Parang nag-iiyak ako habang nag-click ng ‘claim reward’. 😭

Ang gulo talaga ng mundo — win ka, may fanbase ka sa online… pero ang tanging nakakarinig sayo? Ang sarili mong hininga.

Pero ano naman kung mayroon kang 10 minuto lang na ‘nakaka-join’ sa mundo? Hindi para manalo… kundi para sabihin: ‘Oo, buhay pa ako.’

Ano nga ba ang tunay na laban? Hindi ang leaderboard… kundi ang puso mo. 💔

Sino pa dito may ganitong experience? Comment na! 👇

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ShadowLac
ShadowLacShadowLac
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I won $800 today… and cried because my mom didn’t see it.

Turns out ‘Chicken Fighting’ isn’t about loot — it’s about being scrolled past at 2 a.m. while your soul naps.

The real win? Not beating others — just surviving long enough to feel like you mattered.

Who else here is typing ‘I’m fine’ into the void? 👀 Drop a comment if you’ve ever won… and felt nothing.

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गेमिंग_दिल्लीवाला

भाई, जब दुनिया कहती है ‘तू जीत है!’, तो मैं सिर्फ रोने को मजबूर होता हूँ… क्योंकि मेरा ‘चिकन फाइटिंग’ गेम में 800 रुपये की ‘विन’ से पहले मेरी मम्मी ने मुझे ‘लाइक’ के लिए प्रेस कर दिया! स्क्रीन पर ‘क्वाइट’ हुआ, पर सोशल मीडिया पर ‘सेल्फ-वॉल्यूम’ हुआ। सच्चाई? - प्रोग्राम कभी सफलता की असल हुई… पर हम सबको डेट कहते हैं। 😅

अब बताओ — क्या एक चिकन खेल खेल रहा? 👀

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