Win pero ‘di ako saya?

Nung natalo ako sa ReFGB qualifier, umiyak ako nang buong gabi. Ngayon naman, win na ko… at wala pa rin akong pakiramdam. 😭

Ang hirap talaga kapag ang mundo ay nag-iisip na ikaw ay champion, pero ikaw mismo ay parang… babaeng nakalimutan sa kalsada.

Seryoso lang: baka ang tunay na victory ay hindi yung trophy — kundi yung mabigyan ka ng pahinga para sabihin: “Di okay ako.” 🫠

Ano kayo? Nag-isa ba kayo pag nanalo? Comment section! 👇

#CompetitiveGaming #PlayerMentalHealth #TrophyButNoJoy

When Victory Stares Back… I Just Want to Hide

I won a global qualifier. My phone exploded with ‘congrats’ DMs. I smiled like a mannequin at a cosplay convention.

But inside? I just wanted to cry into my instant ramen.

Turns out, being called a “winner” doesn’t mean you’re okay—it just means everyone sees your highlight reel… not the 3 AM panic attack behind it.

We perform joy like it’s part of the gameplay—smile through exhaustion, tweet victories like they’re confetti cannons.

But real strength? It’s saying ‘I’m not fine’ after winning. That’s louder than any trophy.

So next time someone says ‘You’re amazing!’—ask them: How did it make you feel?

Because sometimes… the quietest win is the loudest cry.

You’ve been there? Drop your truth below 👇 #WinningIsHard #MentalHealthMatters

승리 후엔 눈물이 나요

정말로? 이거 진짜 전 세계가 다 보는 게임에서 1등 했는데… 왜 나는 울고 싶은 거죠?

아무도 모르는 내 속의 ‘나’는 이미 지쳐버렸어요.

내면의 공연

경기 끝나자마자 웃어야 해요. “와! 감사합니다!” 하며 박수 받으려면. 하지만 진심은… 아프단 말이에요.

승리도 고통이야

‘결과’만 보는 세상에선 내가 얼마나 힘들었는지 아무도 몰라요. 내가 죽을 듯이 버티고 있는데… ‘너 왜 안 웃어?’라고 묻더라고요.

진짜 강한 건…

‘다 잘됐다’ 말하는 게 아니라, “나 지금 힘들어요”라고 말하는 거예요.

그래서 요즘 저는 승리보다 ‘숨 쉬는 것’을 더 사랑해요.

당신도 그 순간 있었나요? 댓글 달아주세요~

So I won top-tier in the qualifier… and cried like my WiFi dropped during finals.

The world says ‘champion!’ but no one sees the burnout behind the stats.

We perform joy like it’s part of the game mechanics—except real life doesn’t have debug mode.

Anyone else feel more relief than pride after winning? Drop your post-victory breakdown below. 💀🔥

P.S. If you’re not crying after winning… are you even human? Or just an NPC?